I never thought I would be married and be so alone. Why would my husband nag me to get pregnant then as soon as I do, turn into someone totally different? He says he doesn't love me as much anymore. Love me less now that I am carrying your second child? Oh it's probably because I am so evil now. Poor baby...
I can't even talk to him, its like talking to someone who just doesn't give a shit about you or your feelings. All he wants to do is talk himself up like he is so wonderful, and you know usually he is, but lately, I just hate the way he is. He is not my friend. I know that if he met some girl that was "sweet" to him or patted his fat ego he would drop me without a second though because he only wants what makes him happy. He always fought for me before because he did love me, but now he doesn't, he doesn't care. Before we got married I told him that I was afraid that he would leave me someday because he would realize that I can't be everything he wants me to be, a sex slave mainly, but all these demands he puts on me, I just can't meet them all